Hannibal Lecter’s Whore, Blog of

if this is supposed to happen, then be it. i really never thought we will end up like this after all that we’ve gone through since high school. i admit that i felt real bad, but what can i do? tell me.

you used to say that the friendship still remains, no matter what. but look what you’ve done. you’ve ruined everything!people really change, and what’s really frustrating is you couldn’t find a single rational thinking why it has to happen.

if you hate me (i really don’t know why), then let me HATE you too. you got a friend in me, but the thing is, i’m your worst enemy. you just don’t know how cruel i really am.

i’ll see you maybe this summer. then, we’ll see where this "friendship" will go. if this has to end, then be it. you’re not the only person in the world for chrissake; i could find better friends just waiting for me out there…

==We are born and only later awaken to the possibilities of our lives. Our brains come first, then our minds grow within them. In this awakening process, we come to realize that an external world exists, and operates by consistent principles. If at that point we decide that we like being alive, we change our values to encourage the life process that produced us.==

i should have met Friedreich Nietzsche. i should have found my soulmate. in a world where everything is baseless and nothing is ever known, i should have found the person who would better understand me. Call it radical skeptism, yes. but can you blame me?! can you show me and make me believe that everything isn’t bullshit?!

breathe…

everything is illusion. nobody, nothing really exists. "mankind" is doomed into unbecoming. if you think that you’re real, then think again. it takes much contemplation to realize the truth.

breathe…

we all live to die. and if that’s the case, then why LIVE?! yes, ladies and gentlemen, we are all left alone. the GOD we have created in our minds barely sees us. He even wants us dead. most importantly, GOD IS DEAD. the psychos would rule the world. a paradise is then created…