if i want god to laugh…
if i want god to laugh, then the most effective way is to tell him that, finally, I AM IN LOVE.
it seems funny though, that i am ‘terribly’ in love with myself. this, i think, happens when paranoia is living inside you, that though you seek for someone, you ended up having only yourself. pitiful. pathetic. yet, is there any other resort?
someday, there will be. then, i would stop loving myself for somebody (i know) could do that way better than me.
